Goodbye Sixteen,Hello Seventeen

wow, so i'm turning seventeen in like minutes and. .  and. . i'm not really hyped about it actually. 

maybe its because i still wanna be sixteen for another year,

maybe i don't wanna grow up.

or maybe just not yet. ;)

whatever it is, i'm already a teen. but you know what, it hasn't quite dawned on me yet,the fact that i'm 16. sometimes i still think i'm fourteen or even four.   

man, i'm growing old. i feel old. :(  don't you? 

(i know i'm not that old right now but still,haha).

Honestly, i miss the younger days when i was a lil kid.  i was totally gullible and just so carefree.i used to weep a lot when i was younger too eheh. i cried in school once cause teacher accused me of lying and i wasn't lying! hahaha shut up, i was in primary sch. 

Anyways, back then, we wouldn't care what others think, we were sorta living in our own world :D i was. a few of us munchkins would mingle around and devise little activities based on the cartoon shows we watch. 

we were into the spy action thing, 

(NO, IT WAS NOT TOTALLY SPIES.

MY BROTHER LIKED THE SHOW THOUGH)

 we would creep around stealthily and create bases from drains and bushes. you wouldn't understand. haha

and we would imagine we're in a movie(shut up) and there would always be a scene where one of us dies and he says his last words. it was really funny. we never grew bored of it. in fact, we were so into it, we even created our own spy club. :D and i could remember Edrea Pan was our boss. 

anyways

thing is, i miss my childhood. the past sixteen years has been splendid. there is just so many people i would like to thank. which is probably too why i can act a lil childish sometimes. :) and pretty soon, when i'm finally an adult, i'll DEFINITELY miss my youth too. which is why, i am going to treasure my youth by participating in various activities. i urge you guys to do so too ;) 

on the other hand,i look forward to whats ahead of me, yeah, i really do.  

i don't know what tomorrow will bring, or in other words what being seventeen will be like. 

but hey, bring it on baby,

seventeen here i come.